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★☆ Hey, before this I just wanna say that I’m not gone! I’m just active on TikTok instead so you can meet me there. My account is @annoying_ghostt or Mazu!
This is when I truly realize that no one will ever coming to save me
My coping mechanism is crying, I cry a lot at every single thing but eventually, that wasn't enough. I always thought that I'm going to be like this forever and I’m aware of it, but deep down I always imagined what will happen if someone finds out. That was my first attempt recently and I intentionally didn't hide it. It was three days before she noticed and her actions felt like a slap on my face. She's so bad at feelings it genuinely hurts. It left my mind all jumbled because that's it? That's what I've been wanting for years isn't it? For someone to notice. Nothing changes. Everything goes on as if the whole thing never happened, nothing except now she blames herself and looks so guilty, now she subtly treats me like glass and every time I'm with her it reminds me of everything before, I feel even worse. She doesn't tell anyone else, after researching I also found that therapy in my country is very shitty. Even if there's a good one, I'm too self-aware of my own problems.
Whatever. I don't want to get better anyway
This is what I drew whenever I was sad lately (I have to rushed due to impending work-), the lineart is intentionally choppy.
Heavily inspired by Advenit647!
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Відео

The Mind Electric || OMORI || animation meme
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Haha…I hate the thumbnail. Edit: if you see the old one, no you don’t I was going to use the sound with my oc, but then this idea popped up some how. ★ Song : The Mind Electric by Miracle Musical ★ Inspired by : heisa (on Tumblr!)
CURS3D || animation meme || tweening practice
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Tweening practice!! This is harder than I expected it to be shkhgvffyhhf ★ Character : no name yet ★ Original : ua-cam.com/video/0IywlKXBCGM/v-deo.html
Cha cha real smooth
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I SPEEDRUN THIS BECAUSE I LOVE ACROSS THE SPIDER VERSE AND I SHOULD’VE BEEN READING FOR MIDTERM TEST I found Meow morales, my depression has been cured
I’d rather sleep || animation meme
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I am utterly SORRY this video is so messy, it’s been a busy month and will be for another month or so. I swear the next one is gonna be better :’D It was actually gonna be some sort of vent video but I lost my motivation about it pretty fast, somehow crammed up the ocs in it even if it doesn’t make any sense
Is it cold outside? || animation meme
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I’m still thinking about their name…not sure if it’s good or not lol anyway, thanks for watching :D ★ Character : - Meria (the girl) - Esme (the guy) ★ original : P0lus_2 ★ inspo : @kwidog1146 ★ Song : MSM - cold island
Q&A || animation meme [20k]
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I regret doing this :’D ★ Song : ua-cam.com/video/68u7AZdqLx8/v-deo.html ★ My Facebook : bella.bell.54738
CLICK ME! || animation meme [CONTEST]
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Trend? We don’t do that here Probably shouldn’t put contest on the title but oh well Hope you enjoy! This took longer than I expected 💀 ★ Contest : 100011171193422/posts/pfbid0VLQYBr2upitPVqXdsLqL7SRwVWrBQsiLEdfgwD7gExtk3EGPtesSCmUxe9sgekK4l/ ★ Original : ua-cam.com/video/H1bxg1CEPqQ/v-deo.html ★ Inspired : ua-cam.com/video/y8siFd6a3QM/v-deo.html
Idea || Q&A open!
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I did this video to bide my time from having to read for the final exam (this is actually kinda fun to make lol)
Prom dress || ANIMATION MEME [READ DESC]
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Vent-ish maybe? It just that I can’t stop thinking about this song after I found it ★ So I use my iPad for drawing and technically everything and as you know, community post are not available on iPad so I opted to do it here instead I want to open this comment section for asking questions! They can be literally anything, if there’re enough questions I want to make a Q&A videos if you’d like? :D...
FIGHTER || ANIMATION MEME
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Ayyyyy small oc lore let’s go?? I’ve been putting this off project for so long that I have to redraw this again. It’s a bit too fast for my liking but I hope you enjoy it :) Your comment means a lot to me. I haven’t liked all of them but I read it all, it makes me really happy and also gets me to be more motivated a lot, thank you you guys for supporting me! ★ Song : Fighter by Jack Stauber ★ O...
If I smile || ANIMATION MEME
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If I smile || ANIMATION MEME
SNUFFY || ANIMATION MEME
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SNUFFY || ANIMATION MEME
SWIMMING POOL || ANIMATION MEME | OMORI
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SWIMMING POOL || ANIMATION MEME | OMORI
Why did I do this
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Why did I do this
Hello Colors meme [10k]
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Hello Colors meme [10k]
Pretty Lies meme | 🎁 late hbd to myself!
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Pretty Lies meme | 🎁 late hbd to myself!
You don’t want help || animation
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You don’t want help || animation
Messages from the star // animation meme
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Messages from the star // animation meme
choice || meme [blood warning]
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choice || meme [blood warning]
I’M AT SOUP | OMORI
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I’M AT SOUP | OMORI
BAD END THEATER | Animatic
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BAD END THEATER | Animatic
I love U // animation meme (TYSM for 5K!!)
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I love U // animation meme (TYSM for 5K!!)
100 MILLION POUNDS? // FNaF Security Breach Animatic
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100 MILLION POUNDS? // FNaF Security Breach Animatic
【FNAF security breach】When Vanessa isn’t home
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【FNAF security breach】When Vanessa isn’t home
G-GlitchTrap are you okay? // FNAF Security Breach ANIMATIC
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G-GlitchTrap are you okay? // FNAF Security Breach ANIMATIC
oh klahoma -【OMORI】
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oh klahoma -【OMORI】

КОМЕНТАРІ

  • @juneiceshark
    @juneiceshark День тому

    You need to make a comic! I love your artstyle and characters so much!

  • @carmeltrooper
    @carmeltrooper 8 днів тому

    This reminds me of an issue ive always had where I'm just a constant unhappy person not in the way of depression but everything is a little tinted and i feel terrible that i feel this way when people who really are in need of help feel similar. Like why should i feel this way when my life is pretty decent besides being broke. Hope to see you recover but just take time for other hobbies and stuff of affection but what do i know.

  • @Delvis_being.himself
    @Delvis_being.himself 12 днів тому

    I understand how you feel and tbh the fact that you came out is truly impressing,like,really impressive coming from me,who hides,and always has hidden,even since I was a little child,the entirety of my feelings,the entirety without a single drop,I don't try to become feelingless or any emo shit,nah.. I just pretent that everything is and always has been fine,while It is and always has been the opposite,even to my straight parents,everyone Except the internet,it's the only place where I *can* vent,and be frank on the fuckin freak [and a lot of stuff about myself which are boring and apparently "negative" but are just true] Truly congrats,and to me,what you did wasn't a mistake,at least,you was able to do so *And GOD fuckin dammit the art is fuckin great*

  • @Butterfly-jn8qg
    @Butterfly-jn8qg 13 днів тому

    I just hope you're okay and things'll become better ❤

  • @FreMapping
    @FreMapping 13 днів тому

    The damn stairs..

  • @OlivaSilva-bu6cw
    @OlivaSilva-bu6cw 13 днів тому

    Awkward

  • @Mr.Bafudamapa
    @Mr.Bafudamapa 14 днів тому

    I like your artstyle and hope you have a wonderful day

  • @kandgray
    @kandgray 17 днів тому

    😞hope youre ok. I love the animation but its really sad and im sorry. love the song too btw.. also i remember watching your omori animations years ago

  • @kazokuhopes
    @kazokuhopes 18 днів тому

    I hope you feel better when you’re healed most of the way ♡

  • @funnydummy674
    @funnydummy674 18 днів тому

    sad song

  • @slfrix3467
    @slfrix3467 18 днів тому

    I hope you're okay, first and foremost. Secondly, this is beautiful, i lobe your art style and the way you were able to portray the emotions through the small text and characters SMACK middle of the screen is amazing. Please dont ever give up drawing, this and you are both gems<33

  • @MelodiTheMess
    @MelodiTheMess 18 днів тому

    hey, I’m really sorry for what you’re going through. are things any better? do you need to talk?

  • @epiphany9303
    @epiphany9303 18 днів тому

    I’m so sorry. Praying for you and sending hundreds of virtual hugs. You’re loved. Never forget that.💞 🫂

  • @shortgirl8962
    @shortgirl8962 18 днів тому

    Sending virtual hugs 🫂

  • @Lizzie-Is-Cool
    @Lizzie-Is-Cool 19 днів тому

    I hope you’re doing ok right now ❤️

  • @someweirdo
    @someweirdo 19 днів тому

    "Subtly treats me like glass".... I wonder if I did this to my former best friend. She ended up ghosting me about half a year after she spent some time in a mental hospital, and sometimes I wonder if I treated her like this. If I was older and smarter I wouldn't have tried to be so careful around her after that. I was just so afraid of doing something to make her worse. She was so precious to me. But the way I acted might've been alienating. I don't know. There were other reasons why she could've ghosted me but I just can't help but wonder if that was one of them.

  • @Naokisser
    @Naokisser 19 днів тому

    Virtual hugs🫶

  • @lynn_is_tired
    @lynn_is_tired 19 днів тому

    I truly wish I could help you. Hug you and tell you everything will work out in the end because it always does. Whatever you’re going through, I know it feels like it will never end but it will. You will find peace and happiness somewhere, someday, in someone. You just have to keep fighting. It’s hard I know, but you can get through it because you are strong and truly an incredible person. You may or may not see this comment, but I hope somehow something will reach you that gives you hope to feel better. I wish the best for you on this journey called life. Please, don’t give up. You *can* do this. God bless you.❤️❤️

  • @crocs_n_socs
    @crocs_n_socs 19 днів тому

    Heyy. I see you are sad. Take this butterfly🦋. It’s beautiful. Not a lot of things in this world are beautiful anymore:( that’s why I have this butterfly. He’s proof that there are still beautiful things in this world, we just gotta keep looking. I mean, that’s the reason we’re living, right? To find happiness. I hope whatever you’re going through passes, and you’ll come out stronger:)

  • @chrysolite2842
    @chrysolite2842 19 днів тому

    I'm out of words... I'm someone who's very far from knowing your situation, I can only hope the little comments i leave on your videos can be enough. I've been through a good amount of things, the things you've went through are dissimilar to mine a bit. We live very differently, indeed. But this is still human emotion so I'm not unable to see you and feel such as if it was I. I just don't know what to say, I just wanna help

  • @_.2str2._
    @_.2str2._ 19 днів тому

    Your story is truly sad, I hope things will get better for you, even if things are bad now, I hope your mental state improves and things change for the better.

  • @K01_Y018
    @K01_Y018 19 днів тому

    This is very sad I hope ur ok….

    • @goddosyourself7970
      @goddosyourself7970 19 днів тому

      Why?Pain is helpful it makes you stronger and more resistant

    • @crocs_n_socs
      @crocs_n_socs 19 днів тому

      @@goddosyourself7970yeah but op said “I hope you’re ok” not “I hope you don’t go through more pain”

    • @goddosyourself7970
      @goddosyourself7970 19 днів тому

      @@crocs_n_socs Ik what they said.Pain is helpful

    • @CatfishisDumplol
      @CatfishisDumplol 19 днів тому

      Yes, pain helps shaping you up and make you stronger, but that’s not always the case. Sometimes pain is just hurtful with no benefits, sadly

    • @goddosyourself7970
      @goddosyourself7970 19 днів тому

      @@CatfishisDumplol u sure there are none at all? I feel like you should have shaped yourself as a stronger person because of it

  • @giaolinh1658
    @giaolinh1658 23 дні тому

    Can you teach me how to draw that girl

  • @emiko8251
    @emiko8251 23 дні тому

    we need more content of mari’s POV i feel like people just completely look over at her and see her as really nothing but sunny’s trauma.

  • @belleblaster
    @belleblaster 25 днів тому

    Using just 6th and 7th position is very impressive Freddy. LIKE BETTER THAN I CAN DO. (I’ve been playing trombone for 5 years..)

  • @_yuki_4032
    @_yuki_4032 29 днів тому

    ITS SO BEAUTIFUL THING I EVER SEEN

  • @SL33PYFUNK
    @SL33PYFUNK Місяць тому

    So amazing :0

  • @Real_E.M.Entertainment
    @Real_E.M.Entertainment Місяць тому

    It looks like Mari misses Sunny towards the end. Nice animation btw!

  • @vitomi-sigarka
    @vitomi-sigarka Місяць тому

    Вау! ❤❤❤

  • @Amethiist143
    @Amethiist143 Місяць тому

    THIS IS SO INCREDIBLE

  • @lycheeann
    @lycheeann Місяць тому

    I literally just finished watching markiplier's gameplay of bad end theater and then watched this. Was in absolute tears this is beautiful bro

  • @uchoangminh4233
    @uchoangminh4233 Місяць тому

    after finished the game now rethink everything with the song i think all the character was not random at all - the maiden was Tragedy - the hero and overlord might be Tragedy's parents bc on all the bad end they end up killing eachother or die together as in a divorce when they found out their daughter is a lesbian - the underling is Tragedy's corrupt mind and bad thought when all this was happening as shown in some ending, the underling kill the overlord and the hero - and it's even more sad that everyone's true end is to die in flame together ( sorry for bad english )

  • @lenkashell4643
    @lenkashell4643 Місяць тому

    Bro… this strange… delavu feeling… it’s as if I see a group of 6 people in this… huge mansion lost in forest… as well as a girl with blue sky hair… with a mask on… above them all…

  • @user-ld4gj3bw3m
    @user-ld4gj3bw3m Місяць тому

    😍😍😍😍😍😍😍

  • @jaceklutrzykowski
    @jaceklutrzykowski Місяць тому

    🎥🎬🎞️👍

  • @vqn3jn
    @vqn3jn Місяць тому

    Oh my gosshh this is so cute!!!!!!!!!!!! If I saw this years ago I totally would've absolutely exploded into pieces! The animation is very well made and very emotional.😭

  • @businessduccy
    @businessduccy Місяць тому

    this is the only bit of LGBTQ that I will support with all my heart

  • @FnafAftonV
    @FnafAftonV Місяць тому

    Glitch, that is Michael..

  • @AngeloftheAether
    @AngeloftheAether Місяць тому

    Glitchtrap is in fact not ok

  • @DefenderFan683
    @DefenderFan683 Місяць тому

    Here’s a theory Basically, the boy sees a cat and draws the cat then his friends come and then come closer to the cat then he draws his friends and the cat after finishing the drawing, he smiles until the cat reveals its true form and kills his friends

  • @yukk9481
    @yukk9481 Місяць тому

    This is so good omg

  • @love_my_bestfriend-forever
    @love_my_bestfriend-forever Місяць тому

    I... Really feel bad

  • @keresmaianebula
    @keresmaianebula Місяць тому

    Woahhh??? I never thought people would like this game like I did. Glad I was wrong! This animatic is soooooo cool btw! This was a treat to see in my recommendations page. The animation is very smooth, nice! :DDDD

  • @Frog_Lovin_Child
    @Frog_Lovin_Child Місяць тому

    Just completed the game in one day. Took some trial and error. But I did this in 1. Single. Day. 😌

  • @makuballz6516
    @makuballz6516 Місяць тому

    cool

  • @cashtan9199
    @cashtan9199 Місяць тому

    Freddy: Oh GIitchtrap. Freddy: Are you okay? *Gregory see GIitchtrap wear a maid dresses* Freddy: Gregory, cover your eyes GIitchtrap: I'll give you something else Gregory: Freddy i can't see!! *Freddy slap GIitchtrap and Gregory&Vanny see GItchtrap got a slap by Freddy* Freddy: Bitch *vanny run away with the freddy and Gregory but she's got attack by GIitchtrap jump on him* Freddy: AHHHHHH gregory: AHHHHHH Vanny: Nope GIitchtrap: Come here!!!! 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

  • @paulandblossom
    @paulandblossom 2 місяці тому

    Soup

  • @HenryPlays923
    @HenryPlays923 2 місяці тому

    0:16 tip here you put the bow further from the shoulder rest But great animation

  • @Kathwin-ln9gz
    @Kathwin-ln9gz 2 місяці тому

    ❤The art was beautiful I loved it! I wish I knew more about what happened to this made up character though. ❤

  • @apomegranatefrog
    @apomegranatefrog 2 місяці тому

    ADOREEEEEW THIS GdhasyerwsFgtfyhgfdtrdtrestrdtywdfwghffwtrhactrydYTRXDTYTDYDS